i don't understand how it's possible that i have absolutely nothing to do at work, and thus, more free hours at a computer than anyone could possibly need, and yet i still can't accomplish much at all of what i want to. i constantly have thigns i want to post on this blog, but i always forget them, as i posted previously.

i recently found a bunch of cool sites where you can make your own wiki or other easy-to-make webpage. one of them is called


but i've barely gotten the chance to put on there. i mean literally ONE LINK! but i hve lots of ideas. i wonder if i can still have the crappy website that i made on the cornell server. i haven't even tried to look at it in months.

and i signed up for this free class from "barnes and noble university" don't laugh which is about making websites. it started last week and i'm already behind. i'm not buying the book- if it turns out that i can't do it without the book, then i'll just be a delinquent student. apparently my boss did the same thing with an astronomy class last "semester." now she's taking italian with the other woman who works in my office.

anyway, i just find all this frustrating because i feel like i'd be a more fulfilled person if i could have a cool and real presence on the internet and oh, i don't know. is that silly?

maybe one day i'll remember the actual things i wanted to post.